We sat on the rock with the soft cushion of moss and looked out over the city way down in the valley below. The sun filtered through the trees and lit up all the new green growth. A heavy haze draped the distant peaks, drawing us further into a dream state. The smell of green things, and earth, cherry blossoms and fertilizer from the farms and vineyards muddled my brain like a fine wine. Time slowed to a crawl, like the traffic, so far away, barely visible through the pink haze down in the valley. Birds warbled joyously in the trees, and butterflies trembled over blossoms strewn across the forest floor. A few bees droned lazily about their business of pollinating the earth one flower at a time, drifting gently on the cool mountain breezes. The Norwegian Spruces jut out from the surrounding wood with their deep green finery. They are like ancient relics from a past age before the auto routes, before these hills were tamed, when forests were still dark forbidding places outside the realm of human domination. We sit and talk of things; of nothing and everything, the color of our hair and the essence of our souls. It is not difficult or uncomfortable, just the natural flow of thought and feeling, like the world around us. There is no self-consciousness here, no strict code of conduct, just a simple give and take, an unaffected exchange of histories and philosophies. Off in the veiled distance a mountain stream rushes along, bounding down from the snow covered peaks, through rocks and trees, shuttled under roadways, around fields and houses; an unstoppable energy, rushing, rushing to the river on it’s journey to the sea. An old couple and their dog wander by on the small mountain road behind us. We exchange muted salutations, friendly but unwilling to break the spell. I can feel the stress from the everyday to and fro of the last few weeks flowing out of me into the rocks and trees and the gently blowing wind. I think about the last hour and a half of hiking, the struggle up the steep roads and trails, the straining muscles and laboring lungs. This is the reward for that effort, a moment of peace and unrestrained enjoyment of all things beautiful. If only every effort could be rewarded so profoundly. If only we could sit at the end of every day’s work and regard the beauty of creation around us and marvel at it’s rhythm and flow. It was time to head back down the mountain. Like the streams on their way to the sea, we can’t stay here forever. We have places to go and things to do and life is an unstoppable force driving us on to that final destination. Who knows what waits further down the river.
Sunday, April 11, 2010
Friday, March 19, 2010
Refuge – Where do I go when I am far away from home
So, thinking, praying, wondering...where do I go for safety, for comfort and assurance when I am so far from any place that feels like home? I don’t have a person or people who are necessarily home for me, and people come and go, I can’t count on that. There is no place that I can count on to feel like home for very long either. I don’t stay anywhere long enough to really call it home. So when the Lord requires me to give up the earthly concept of home, what do I do with home sickness, with the fear and insecurity of being adrift on the unstable sea of time and space? I asked myself, “What do I hold on to when all the constants in my life are washed out from under my feet? Where do I go for comfort and safety when I don’t have a home?” And so I went to the one place that I know I can find sure answers to those hard soul questions:
“Lord, you have been our dwelling place throughout all generations.” Ps 90:1
“I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever.” Ps 23:6
“The eternal God is your refuge, and underneath are the everlasting arms” Deut 33:27
God is my home, my safe place, my never-changing constant. Those are more than just words on a page, they are the living words of God, His promises written down for the generations of believers who have asked the question, “Where do I go for comfort and safety when I don’t have anything else?” Isn’t that exactly what Jesus did? Wasn’t Jesus a homeless wanderer, a vagabond, dependant on the generosity of his followers and his disciples and their families for his daily bread? Yet, because he knew where his home really was, he was able to live his life sold out to the work of the Father. The Bible is full of assurances that God is, in fact, the only home that is not subject to the ravages of time and circumstance.
2 Samuel 22: 1-3
David sang to the LORD the words of this song when the LORD delivered him from the hand of all his enemies and from the hand of Saul. 2 He said:
"The LORD is my rock, my fortress and my deliverer;
3 my God is my rock, in whom I take refuge,
my shield and the horn of my salvation.
He is my stronghold, my refuge and my savior—
from violent men you save me.
Psalm 5:11-12
11 But let all who take refuge in you be glad;
let them ever sing for joy.
Spread your protection over them,
that those who love your name may rejoice in you.
12 For surely, O LORD, you bless the righteous;
you surround them with your favor as with a shield.
Psalm 9:9-10
9 The LORD is a refuge for the oppressed,
a stronghold in times of trouble.
10 Those who know your name will trust in you,
for you, LORD, have never forsaken those who seek you.
Psalm 46:1-3
1 God is our refuge and strength,
an ever-present help in trouble.
2 Therefore we will not fear, though the earth give way
and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea,
3 though its waters roar and foam
and the mountains quake with their surging.
Selah
Psalm 59:16-17
16 But I will sing of your strength,
in the morning I will sing of your love;
for you are my fortress,
my refuge in times of trouble.
17 O my Strength, I sing praise to you;
you, O God, are my fortress, my loving God.
Psalm 4:7-8
7 You have filled my heart with greater joy
than when their grain and new wine abound.
8 I will lie down and sleep in peace,
for you alone, O LORD,
make me dwell in safety.
Psalm 32:6-8
6 Therefore let everyone who is godly pray to you
while you may be found;
surely when the mighty waters rise,
they will not reach him.
7 You are my hiding place;
you will protect me from trouble
and surround me with songs of deliverance.
Selah
8 I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go;
I will counsel you and watch over you.
Psalm 27:4-5
4 One thing I ask of the LORD,
this is what I seek:
that I may dwell in the house of the LORD
all the days of my life,
to gaze upon the beauty of the LORD
and to seek him in his temple.
5 For in the day of trouble
he will keep me safe in his dwelling;
he will hide me in the shelter of his tabernacle
and set me high upon a rock.
“Lord, you have been our dwelling place throughout all generations.” Ps 90:1
“I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever.” Ps 23:6
“The eternal God is your refuge, and underneath are the everlasting arms” Deut 33:27
God is my home, my safe place, my never-changing constant. Those are more than just words on a page, they are the living words of God, His promises written down for the generations of believers who have asked the question, “Where do I go for comfort and safety when I don’t have anything else?” Isn’t that exactly what Jesus did? Wasn’t Jesus a homeless wanderer, a vagabond, dependant on the generosity of his followers and his disciples and their families for his daily bread? Yet, because he knew where his home really was, he was able to live his life sold out to the work of the Father. The Bible is full of assurances that God is, in fact, the only home that is not subject to the ravages of time and circumstance.
2 Samuel 22: 1-3
David sang to the LORD the words of this song when the LORD delivered him from the hand of all his enemies and from the hand of Saul. 2 He said:
"The LORD is my rock, my fortress and my deliverer;
3 my God is my rock, in whom I take refuge,
my shield and the horn of my salvation.
He is my stronghold, my refuge and my savior—
from violent men you save me.
Psalm 5:11-12
11 But let all who take refuge in you be glad;
let them ever sing for joy.
Spread your protection over them,
that those who love your name may rejoice in you.
12 For surely, O LORD, you bless the righteous;
you surround them with your favor as with a shield.
Psalm 9:9-10
9 The LORD is a refuge for the oppressed,
a stronghold in times of trouble.
10 Those who know your name will trust in you,
for you, LORD, have never forsaken those who seek you.
Psalm 46:1-3
1 God is our refuge and strength,
an ever-present help in trouble.
2 Therefore we will not fear, though the earth give way
and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea,
3 though its waters roar and foam
and the mountains quake with their surging.
Selah
Psalm 59:16-17
16 But I will sing of your strength,
in the morning I will sing of your love;
for you are my fortress,
my refuge in times of trouble.
17 O my Strength, I sing praise to you;
you, O God, are my fortress, my loving God.
Psalm 4:7-8
7 You have filled my heart with greater joy
than when their grain and new wine abound.
8 I will lie down and sleep in peace,
for you alone, O LORD,
make me dwell in safety.
Psalm 32:6-8
6 Therefore let everyone who is godly pray to you
while you may be found;
surely when the mighty waters rise,
they will not reach him.
7 You are my hiding place;
you will protect me from trouble
and surround me with songs of deliverance.
Selah
8 I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go;
I will counsel you and watch over you.
Psalm 27:4-5
4 One thing I ask of the LORD,
this is what I seek:
that I may dwell in the house of the LORD
all the days of my life,
to gaze upon the beauty of the LORD
and to seek him in his temple.
5 For in the day of trouble
he will keep me safe in his dwelling;
he will hide me in the shelter of his tabernacle
and set me high upon a rock.
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